
Dear Descendant, Smoke
Pa has different names for fires
thang bun
thang plieh
thang ingkhong
thang iong
thang khlaw
I am a girl and don't know much about fire
how to burn it
how to see it light up
how to control it
how pine needles flare
how a bigger fire is stopped
how to fight fire
In dry winter,
His childhood
He and his friends
Would walk into the forest
Fighting fire
Slash and burn
For things to grow
A practice slowly fading out
Because the fires are fought
Before the sowing can make sense
Because the fire is fought for the economy
now
monocultures of broom
monocultures of pineapples
monocultures of tea
monocultures of ginger
monocultures of turmeric
The smoke feels wrong now
And the knowledge slowly dying
The only embers I used to light were tubes
Thin paper tubes of tobacco
A sprinkling of green flower for the purple haze
I've stopped smoking since I turned 25
Not so much that I was controlling the embers
Just trying to control myself